Abbie
My name is Abigail Bailey, and I identify as a queer, non-binary Christian within the Pentecostal church.
Most of the stories I've encountered regarding queer individuals of faith originate from those who were born into that faith. However, I was born into an atheist family, so discovering my identity in Christ was vastly different from the experiences of other queer people.
Pronouns: they/them
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I recall that even from a young age, those around me told me that I shouldn't desire to be a Christian due to the hatred directed toward 'certain groups of people.' I also remember growing closer to God and realizing that I might need to relinquish a significant part of myself. For weeks, the only research I could find was against queer and transgender individuals.
Eventually, I managed to locate some affirming research that supported queerness. Over time, I developed my understanding of what it meant to be a queer Christian, and I've grown to love and embrace my unique blend of Christianity, sexuality, and gender identity.
This phase undoubtedly stood as one of the most trying and difficult times in my life. However, emerging from that struggle has taught me to prioritize seeking God in all that I do, before allowing people to pass judgment and attempt to alter who I am.
To anyone currently enduring a journey similar to mine, I urge you to summon strength and realize that God loves you unfailingly. If ever you find yourself doubting this, turn to Him, and He will reveal the extent of His affection for you.
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